I am tired

I am tired emotionally. I am in need of rejuvenation. I am in need of finding a place within my soul of balance after having so many things feel out of balance for the past month .
I need to find a moment of silence in a place of solitude. I need to play in the dirt, listen to the grass grow, watch the sun set, balance rocks, and gather peace inside of my spirit for a few days.
So if you don't hear from me for a couple days, don't worry.
I need to walk in simplicity and find the humble side of me once again.
I want total peace in my heart when Mei-Ling comes to stay with us for a couple days while Melanie continues to mend.
If I blogged in this state of mind, it may just be forced, grouchy, mixed with ego and start to take on a life of chit chat and nothing more than words without much meaning.